I miss us. :(

Okay, I guess I am feeling very emotional now. I don't know who to turn to. You were always there. ALWAYS.

I feel like crying, but I don't want daddy and mommy to see.

I'm going to type all out, here.
Cos' I don't want to keep it to myself any longer and slowly, it will turn into a habit.

I don't wish to be used to an empty bed beside me.
It has not happen yet, I'm not going to let it happen.

All the little things that accumulated...

Your camps in Camelot, my school work.
Your weekly essay, my everyday RJ.
Your GG s2, my GG s1.


No more of talking till us both fell asleep.


There are so many things I wanted to tell you. I want to tell you everything in details, what happened every day, in school, canoe and work.

No more of rolling over your bed and you pushed me back.
We giggled so loud that we made daddy came in to off the lights for us.

I missed us, playing and having fun.

Is it because of your absence that I am feeling mood swings lately?
Is it because we don't talk so often than before which relates to your bad temper recently?

I didn't get to see you today. ONE WHOLE DAY and another 3 more days till I see you again.

I'm so scared to see you in a foul mood because I don't know how to talk to you like that. Every lil things that I say, might offend you indirectly.

Those constant "I'm going to miss you while I'm in camp" & "I'll miss you more!" don't suffice all the missing. :(

I think I really miss you alot, after all these weeks of your attachment.
My retarded mind just reacted NOW. :(
I am still not used to you being away.

WO HEN XIANG NI! :(