I am very frustrated with myself whenever I am on the water.
Especially when we need to do sprint sets. I feel super powerless, even when I put in full force.
Half stroke? High frequency?
I've no idea.
I only know I will always feel unwell on the head ever since _______ and my stupid breathing on Saturday's training.
I only know I am pulling my partner down.
She cannot complete the sets because I am feeling giddy.
What the hell are you doing, Eileen Goh?
:(
Is it the mindset?
Or it's the fact that I am not cut out for this sport?
Whenever I got back the determination to do well,
such shits need to happen and pull me down.
Can I go to the beach with a clear mind, just enjoying the breeze for one whole night?
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