Why will someone suddenly feel upset or moody when there is nothing to be upset about? Paranoid over random things like for instance my PP report coming up and I have yet to get the ball rolling. Was asked to complete it months ago but I. Didn't. Get. It. Start. Should have do it during my 1week MC but it didn't occur to my mind at alllllll. I want to kill myself. Why am I always bad at handling due dates. Sigh. I am still feeling ridiculously down for no particular reason at all. I want to decorate my room. It looks empty, perhaps its one of the reason which made me frown. I wanna be happy like with the canoe girls on Friday at town. Not worrying about anything but just, happy. I am excited to be back for training tmr yet.. there is this fear. Sigh, this is competitive sports uh. So now, there is no focus and shall no focus be my focus for now? This is getting senseless..so BYE.
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